I started writing this entry several times, trying to delineate my feelings of weird creative crisis. I’ll still outline them but I’m going to try not to wallow in them. The bullet points:

-I feel like I have no real creative ideas or outlets right now. Just a stew of Doing Nothing.
-Any inkling toward an idea I might have just sounds silly and ridiculous if I actually look at it head on.
-Nothing I will turn my hand or mind to will end up being worthwhile in any real way even to just me so what’s even the point

-uuuuuughhhhhhhhh

But you know what? Fuck it. If I get another idea, I’m gonna do it anyway. I’m gonna do it and it’s gonna be stupid and I don’t even care anymore. What is it? I don’t even know yet but buckle down because it’s gonna be stupid as shit, friends!